lost, sunlight, regret
Chance, smile, contradictions, daydreaming
Accompany, suspect, frustrated.

Sometimes people like to do stupid thing. I remember i tried a few time in my life to stare at the sun and what happened was i lost my sign in the sunlight and i regretted that i did it.
Chances are around out life. You will smile when the good one is coming for you. But contradictions are around us too. People like to contradict themselves sometimes for no reason just like why i stared at the sun even i knew it might hurt my eyes? And also they like daydreaming to leave the reality and seeking for a moment from the past, the future and the unreality.
Dissatisfactions accompany with me as the time moving on since i have so much undone left behind. Rather than suspecting the unfairness and being frustrated, I would like to daydream a while to comfort myself and then come back to the reality. It is a good way to erase the pain and go for a happy life

Seasons

Winter, summer, rainy season

Different, look, one, another

Change, dress, pattern.

This poem reflects how we here in New York have three seasons: “Winter, summer, rainy.” Usually all the seasons have a great impact on us. Every season comes to us with its own characteristics. They do not have any voice, and they do not command us. However, without saying anything they affect us a lot. For example, the line “Change, dress, pattern” means that we have to change when the weather changes. When winter appears to us with its lazy and chilly look, it tells us to wrap up ourselves with heavy clothes. To keep ourselves safe and warm, we follow its silent command. On the other hand, summer comes to us with a very different look than winter. It tells us to wake up and put those heavy clothes in our closet. This is the time for colorful and light dresses. It tells us to be lively and interesting like nature. The rainy season presents itself in a very different way. Sometimes it combines itself with the characteristics of both winter and summer and sometimes requires people to carry an umbrella. In the rainy season, sometimes we wear clothes that are neither heavy or light, but in-between. Basically the poem show us that to save ourselves from the hastiness of nature we need to adopt different clothing arrangements depending on the seasons. The different types of clothes represent the individual atmosphere of individual seasons.

Random is the other side of necessary

School management money
Family weather worry patience
Son health time

Is it totally random?

I have had a newborn son recently. It delayed my school works. I have to manage time between my son and school. While he is adapted to the new world, his health is most concerned by our family members. Every day, we monitor the pattern of his drinking milk and bowel movement. As we watch him have a good sleep, our worry fade away. As we were told by the pediatrician, a new born baby usually has a jaundice within the first two weeks and the sun can reduce the chance of having jaundice. So we pray that it is sunny every day. Money is never out of my concern since my family is getting bigger. But all that I can do is being patient. I believe that my children will be healthy and strong and we will be financially better off in the near future.

The totally random words reflect my current and near future concern.

Grey Area

Disease die banality

Ugly kiss vampire pregnant

Angel foolish loot

I wrote these ten words while I was watching vampire Diary, What I can tell from my data poetry is that life is not simply vampire and angel, black and white, good and evil. Too extreme thought will always limits some beautiful things to be created. It’s like it would be a 100% bad thing to see if a new life created by a vampire and an angel. I think people are tend to be easily influenced by the other people’ worldview throughout the history. If everyone of us followed “stand rule”, we will not view how beautiful our life are if we didn’t its bad side. I really don’t view our world as only black and white. Myself is a grey person, as a Chinese person who get most of my education form traditional Chinese education system (exam-oriented education),but right now get more education in the United State ( creation based education), I really enjoy in it. I fell understand better what is mean by grey area. All in all, life is not perfect, even that, we can always see its beautiful in a different point view.

What we want to be

Tree people pen
Ending dog keep elegant
Happy where water

When I close my eyes, I don’t know why these words just come out in my mind; I think they must be related to each other. People act as trees, no matter what happen in the future such as raining, windy, storm and etc. nothing can make them move. What we have experienced before make us stronger. A god is part of our family, when we live with a dog , we feel having a child must take of it very well. Happiness is one of most important things that we want to be, just like fish freely swimming under the water.

First thing "trust yourself"

Myself achievement new
Success school inspire trust
Brave culture stressful
From all these words, I just realize that I came to America for ten years ago myself. I was young girl, alone, scare, and did not know where to go. I wanted to better opportunities for my life; I wanted to speak English, I wanted a good job and I did not want to be alone. Unfortunately I have no body to help me. I said myself, you brave, yes! You can do that whatever you need it just trust yourself. It will be stressful but who said that life is easy. After I though Iike that I felt brave. I believed that I can achieve my dream. Now, I am glad and I did not give up my American dream. I am still here and I trusted myself more than everything. Myself

Penis Maelstrom

Cats photography shilly-shally, dyke dogma, coffee hipster headphones penis maelstrom.

The first third represents where all my time is going.

The second third represents the attitude of some of the people I've met recently.

The last third is the storm of hipster assholes I'm surrounded by every weekend.